~~You are not my dad, you are only my father~~
I was at Modesto Junior College. Michal decided he would be the one to take me to and from my sisters and the school He decided that he wanted to have coffee. Which is fine. I don't care about that.
Any ways, Michal, his girlfriend Dorren and I where walking. I started to think of the past and stuff of what would have happened if he decided to keep me. It was bad thoughts. I think I started to think a little too loudly because Michal started to yell at me.
"I don't care if I am your dad or your cousin. I will not stand for an attitude!"
It was dead silence. I looked at him.
"Seriously?! Seriously Michal?! My dad?! My dad is at work!! You are my father! Not my dad! Where were you when I started kindergarten?! Where were you when I fell off my bike a dozen times?! Where were you when I had my first boyfriend?! Where were you when I broke up with him?! Where were you when I was born?!!" At that point, I ran off...I could not stand him saying that or yelling at me.
A little later, Doreen caught up with me.
"Are you okay?" She asked.
"No. He's not my dad. He was never there for me. I'm telling you, he's changed. He's acting more like a parent. I don't want that! I already have parents!"
Tears started to flow fast down my face now. I hugged Doreen. She didn't seem to mind....
I was at Modesto Junior College. Michal decided he would be the one to take me to and from my sisters and the school He decided that he wanted to have coffee. Which is fine. I don't care about that.
Any ways, Michal, his girlfriend Dorren and I where walking. I started to think of the past and stuff of what would have happened if he decided to keep me. It was bad thoughts. I think I started to think a little too loudly because Michal started to yell at me.
"I don't care if I am your dad or your cousin. I will not stand for an attitude!"
It was dead silence. I looked at him.
"Seriously?! Seriously Michal?! My dad?! My dad is at work!! You are my father! Not my dad! Where were you when I started kindergarten?! Where were you when I fell off my bike a dozen times?! Where were you when I had my first boyfriend?! Where were you when I broke up with him?! Where were you when I was born?!!" At that point, I ran off...I could not stand him saying that or yelling at me.
A little later, Doreen caught up with me.
"Are you okay?" She asked.
"No. He's not my dad. He was never there for me. I'm telling you, he's changed. He's acting more like a parent. I don't want that! I already have parents!"
Tears started to flow fast down my face now. I hugged Doreen. She didn't seem to mind....
awww ):
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